VII.<\/p>\n
Hl\u00fdtur ma\u00f0urinn ekki alla t\u00edma \u00ed str\u00ed\u00f0i a\u00f0 vera \u00e1 j\u00f6r\u00f0unni og hans dagar eru l\u00edka svo sem eins daglaunara? Einl\u00edka svo sem \u00fea\u00f0 \u00fej\u00f3ninn langar eftir r\u00f6kkrinu og verkmanninn a\u00f0 hans erfi\u00f0i f\u00e1i enda, l\u00edka svo hefi eg alla m\u00e1nu\u00f0ina erfi\u00f0a\u00f0 til [<\/span> forgefins og haft margar vosb\u00fa\u00f0arn\u00e6tur. \u00de\u00e1 a\u00f0 eg lag\u00f0a mig \u00fat af sag\u00f0a eg: Hven\u00e6r skal upp standa? Og eftir \u00e1 \u00fe\u00e1 talda eg til hven\u00e6r kveldi\u00f0 mundi koma. \u00dev\u00ed a\u00f0 eg var me\u00f0 \u00f6llu hvers manns vi\u00f0bj\u00f3\u00f0ur allt til myrkurs. Mitt hold vellur allt af m\u00f6\u00f0kum og holdf\u00faa, m\u00edn h\u00fa\u00f0 er skorpin og a\u00f0 \u00f6ngvu or\u00f0in. M\u00ednir dagar eru skyndilegar umli\u00f0nir en vindan vefarans og eru svo hj\u00e1 farnir a\u00f0 \u00fear var ekkert afturhald.<\/p>\n \tHuglei\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 mitt l\u00edf er sem vindur og m\u00edn augu hverfa ekki aftur til a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 g\u00f3\u00f0a. Og einskis lifanda auga \u00fe\u00e1 mun sj\u00e1 mig lengur. \u00de\u00edn augu l\u00edta \u00e1 mig og eg stenst \u00fea\u00f0 ekki. Sk\u00fdi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 \u00ed burtu hverfur og l\u00ed\u00f0ur, eins l\u00edka og hann sem ofan fer \u00ed helv\u00edti\u00f0, hann kemur eigi upp aftur og kemur ekki \u00edgen \u00ed sitt heimili og hans b\u00fasta\u00f0ur \u00feekkir hann ekki lengur. \u00dear fyrir vil eg og ekki aftra m\u00ednum munni, eg vil tala um \u00fe\u00e1 angist m\u00edns hjarta og segja af \u00feeirri h\u00f6rmunginni minnar s\u00e1lu. Hvert er eg sj\u00e1varhafi\u00f0 e\u00f0ur st\u00f3rhvalur a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa umkringir mig so? N\u00e6r eg hugsa\u00f0i a\u00f0 m\u00edn s\u00e6ng skyldi hugsvala m\u00e9r og m\u00edn hv\u00edla skyldi l\u00e9tta m\u00e9r nokku\u00f0, n\u00e6r eg tala\u00f0i vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfan mig, \u00fe\u00e1 hr\u00e6\u00f0ir \u00fe\u00fa mig me\u00f0 draumum og komst m\u00e9r til a\u00f0 skelfast svo a\u00f0 m\u00edn s\u00e1la \u00e6skti s\u00e9r upphengd a\u00f0 vera og m\u00edn bein dau\u00f0ans. Eg girnist ekki lengur a\u00f0 lifa.<\/p>\n \tV\u00e6g \u00fe\u00fa til vi\u00f0 mig \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 m\u00ednir dagar hafa veri\u00f0 til \u00f3n\u00fdtis. Hva\u00f0 er ma\u00f0urinn \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa vir\u00f0ir hann mikils og hefur umhyggju fyrir honum? \u00de\u00fa forvitnast um hann daglegana og reynir hann \u00e1 hverri stundu. En \u00fev\u00ed hefur \u00fe\u00fa \u00feig ekki \u00ed burt fr\u00e1 m\u00e9r og l\u00e6tur ekki af \u00feanga\u00f0 til a\u00f0 eg ver\u00f0 upp a\u00f0 svelgja sj\u00e1lfs m\u00edns eigin hr\u00e1ka? Hafi eg syndgast, hva\u00f0 skal eg gj\u00f6ra \u00fe\u00e9r, \u00f3 \u00fe\u00fa mannanna var\u00f0veitari? Hvar fyrir gj\u00f6rir \u00fe\u00fa m\u00e9r \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 eg steyti mig svo \u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r og er m\u00e9r svo sj\u00e1lfum einn byr\u00f0ar\u00feungi? Og \u00fev\u00ed fyrirl\u00e6tur \u00fe\u00fa m\u00e9r ekki minn misgj\u00f6rning og burt tekur ekki m\u00edna synd? \u00dev\u00ed a\u00f0 n\u00fa ver\u00f0 eg a\u00f0 leggja mig \u00fat \u00ed j\u00f6r\u00f0 og n\u00e6r e\u00f0 a\u00f0 morninum er a\u00f0 m\u00e9r leita\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 er eg ekki til.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" VII. Hl\u00fdtur ma\u00f0urinn ekki alla t\u00edma \u00ed str\u00ed\u00f0i a\u00f0 vera \u00e1 j\u00f6r\u00f0unni og hans dagar eru l\u00edka svo sem eins daglaunara? Einl\u00edka svo sem \u00fea\u00f0 \u00fej\u00f3ninn langar eftir r\u00f6kkrinu og verkmanninn a\u00f0 hans erfi\u00f0i f\u00e1i enda, l\u00edka svo hefi eg alla m\u00e1nu\u00f0ina erfi\u00f0a\u00f0 til [ forgefins og haft margar vosb\u00fa\u00f0arn\u00e6tur. \u00de\u00e1 a\u00f0 eg lag\u00f0a mig \u00fat af sag\u00f0a eg: Hven\u00e6r skal upp standa? Og eftir \u00e1 \u00fe\u00e1 talda eg til hven\u00e6r kveldi\u00f0 mundi koma. \u00dev\u00ed a\u00f0 eg var me\u00f0 \u00f6llu hvers manns vi\u00f0bj\u00f3\u00f0ur allt til myrkurs. Mitt hold vellur allt af m\u00f6\u00f0kum og holdf\u00faa, m\u00edn h\u00fa\u00f0 er skorpin og a\u00f0 […]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","template":"bibliukaflar.php","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-3136","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/biblian.is\/gudbrandsbiblia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/3136","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/biblian.is\/gudbrandsbiblia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/biblian.is\/gudbrandsbiblia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/biblian.is\/gudbrandsbiblia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/biblian.is\/gudbrandsbiblia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3136"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/biblian.is\/gudbrandsbiblia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/3136\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/biblian.is\/gudbrandsbiblia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}